I had a revelation last night, in one of my recovery meetings, that I find it both hilarious and rewarding that I finally feel comfortable around fucked up people. And I mean that in a truly positive way
Thank you for your words today. When someone outside of my head says something that feels like it was written in my private little book, I realize connection is the path. Not the goal, that's a mirage at best. But the path to go on.
This is a wonderful reminder, dear Pen Pal. Strange -- although you were writing about your story, somehow it was actually MY story. (It's all about ME ME ME ME after all!!)
I’ve been struggling lately. I reached out to my counsellor to arrange a check-in. I deeply appreciate the reinforcement that we can heal and move forward when we spew out what’s weighing us down.
Loved this, There’s a real maturation in your writing. Thank you for your strength & honestly.
…. Sometimes it’s my dad’s voice I hear & it’s brutal. I’ve learnt to try & catch myself & it always makes me smile, “eh not today pops” is my usual response. The brutality of the languaging then feels ridiculous & yes laughable, as if I would believe that about myself … not today pops, not now, not ever again…. ☺️
This hits very close to home … that desperation to do enough of the right things to finally feel at ease (both internally and externally). It does my soul good to read someone else’s journey with this tendency. Thank you so much for sharing.
It seems like every single day I find moments in which I can practice compassionate acceptance (because every single day, I am resisting what Is in some way or another….sigh). It doesn’t necessarily lead to ease, but it does help me unclench, let go, and invite a little more spaciousness into my life. That feels really, really good … and maybe even sustainable! 😉🤞🙏
Powerful and liberating to read. Oh, freedom to be!
Hello from far away.
I had a revelation last night, in one of my recovery meetings, that I find it both hilarious and rewarding that I finally feel comfortable around fucked up people. And I mean that in a truly positive way
Thank you for your words today. When someone outside of my head says something that feels like it was written in my private little book, I realize connection is the path. Not the goal, that's a mirage at best. But the path to go on.
Say hi to your dog for me!
Dave
I love this, Dave. Here's to the fuck-ups :D We have a lot more fun. (Some of the time)
Yes and yes and yes. Damn it all.
This is a wonderful reminder, dear Pen Pal. Strange -- although you were writing about your story, somehow it was actually MY story. (It's all about ME ME ME ME after all!!)
I’ve been struggling lately. I reached out to my counsellor to arrange a check-in. I deeply appreciate the reinforcement that we can heal and move forward when we spew out what’s weighing us down.
Therapy rocks! Glad you have some support <3
Loved this, There’s a real maturation in your writing. Thank you for your strength & honestly.
…. Sometimes it’s my dad’s voice I hear & it’s brutal. I’ve learnt to try & catch myself & it always makes me smile, “eh not today pops” is my usual response. The brutality of the languaging then feels ridiculous & yes laughable, as if I would believe that about myself … not today pops, not now, not ever again…. ☺️
Thank you, my darling.
Just keep on being you my wonderful friend; you are way more than enough, you’re a positive inspiration to so many, including me.❤️❤️❤️
I loved reading every word, so relatable. The idea of making friends with that voice is brilliant. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us 💕
This hits very close to home … that desperation to do enough of the right things to finally feel at ease (both internally and externally). It does my soul good to read someone else’s journey with this tendency. Thank you so much for sharing.
It seems like every single day I find moments in which I can practice compassionate acceptance (because every single day, I am resisting what Is in some way or another….sigh). It doesn’t necessarily lead to ease, but it does help me unclench, let go, and invite a little more spaciousness into my life. That feels really, really good … and maybe even sustainable! 😉🤞🙏
I really appreciate your response, Jennifer. I totally agree that this is a daily practice!! I wish it weren't sometimes! Thank you for reading.